The Forgotten or juz simply STM???

Its been a long time since I last blogged.. Until recently I saw my friend's blog then I remembered that I actually have a blog! Have I totally forgotten about it or just simply STM??

Everything is fine recently other then I have stopped playing mahjong full time.. Can one really stop having passion and interest as and when they feel like it?? Yes, cos I did. Even recenly while I was playing mahjong I don't feel any passion at all.. All I did the whole night is just keep looking at the time wondering what time the game will end.. Will this happen in a realtionship also, can one lost all passion all of a sudden?? I don't know......

Relationship has always been complicated for me.. very complicated.. Everyone loves to be loved but have I ever been loved before??? After so many years nothing much has happen.. just like a very calm lake waiting for the ripple... That day my friend told me she watched a very touching show.. about a guy who really gives all for the girl he loves who he known for only a few weeks.. I just tell her " Wake up la! There is no such person in the world la! Wake up! Its just a show!" Is there anyone in the world who will really loves a person so much that he will sacrifice himself?? I don't think so..........
Relationship from friends gives me more faith... Friends.. who can live without?? Friends I have a lot... But there is always some that has a special place in our hearts.. Chermaine, Nicole & David.. they are friends that is very special in my heart we share all our feelings, thoughts, ups and downs... they are so special to me that every little things they do means a lot to me.. I love them.. i prefer to call them my "Sisters"... and I hope they love me too.. 姐妹们我爱你！


Don't walk in front of me cos i may not follow.....Don't walk behind me cos i may not lead.....Just walk beside me and be my friend.....

Boo Hoo~

Today Colour Black


Wake up around 11 plus... on the pc and see Dionna online chat with her liao jio me to go Orchard.. then Jo also jio me go suntec... so i jio Jo to Orchard too... and both volunteer to fetch me.. some good frenz man~

Reach Orchard to have breakfast cum lunch at mos burger.. after that we head to Lucky Plaza to buy some stuff..

Mahjong tonight is bad.. all the cards are like shit man... CCB all 258 369 or 147... ke lian siaz~ feel like sleeping through the whole game... sometime cards nice no people throw or while calling other people "gao" KNN.... lost abt $130... juz wan to end the day..

So I think i better sleep early tonight.. and its really early now... 4.45am

Bad day nothing much to mention abt~

Another Shack Day

Today's colour red


wah lau damn shack should have call my self shaggy.... Today wake up early morning six plus.. go to work...

Angry man!! go work see everthing stack up CCB they cannot finish everything meh.. I not around for one day then they have to stack up... two person do also cannot finish.. I am staring to feel fed up about this work liao... i one person can clear more then half of wat they stack up within half day... all the "babi".. so lazy and slow... I always the one to clear they always the one to stack everything up.. I cannot imagine tomorrow and the day after I not working will they still stack everything up??? is it time for me to go????

Struggle half day go for appointment at SGH.. hospital damn lousy man.. make me wait for the stupid doctor for one hour can't they juz keep to the appointment time and they ask us to go early somemore for wat???.. my time is 2.20pm the doc only call me around three i reach around 1.50pm.. wasting my time only... then the pharmacy lagi worst.. drop my priscription around 3.09pm and they call my number at 4.03pm.. one hour somemore.. worst of all they tell me they dun have one of the medicine ask me to go block 4 to take.. WAH LAO EI!! they should have tell me when i drop the prescription mah.. expect me to go the other side to wait again meh~ so i juz take that dumb prescription to blk 4.. once i go in i juz ask the counter guy "Do I have to queue again for this cos i have waited for one fucking hour over the other side.. if i have to queue i am not taking the medicine.." Luckly he say he will give it to me straight away.. I'll be damn if he ask me to queue again~

If u been to the A&E my god man.. you feel like u wan to die there.. imagine u really dun feel well then u go A&E right.. who will wan to spent $80 to go there if they can tahan till the next day to see polyclinic.. then they still dilly dally fuck man... thought we go there to enjoy the $80 air is it...

Going hospital is just like wasting your time away~

After wasting my time at the hospital I make my way to put my van to the agent at Tuas for servicing and of cos after fixing my rear glasses... After that I waste my time away by taking the bus and MRT back luckily Pauline call to chit chat with me so time was wasted faster... haha.. pathetic man..

Today is really a time wasting day.. I really look forward to the activities I will be having later... its also a time wasting game.. "Mahjong".. but u dun think its time wasting if u enjoy doing it..

Juz like having sex.. if u enjoy doing it u will not think that doing it waste your time.. but if u do it with the wrong person... "Man~ do I have to do that again??!!!" hahahahah...

Got to go rest first.. so i got energy for later... today is a hot day man...

New Ger On The Blog

Today's colour BLUE

New on the bolg.. also dun know wat to say... *yawn*

So suay yesterday.. go to a fucking condo to play mahjong... imagine first time in my life go in to a condo still have to pay one dollar and u can only park in certain lots..... Laguna Park Condo at this Marine Parade... Marine Parade got all the weird and crazy people now got crazy condo also(of cos got nice people also la.. but only a minority)... lagi worst when i reverse to park my van kanna a fucking tree that cannot even grow straight and burst my rear window! CCB! sianzzz.. straight away no mood to work today and message to say i on urgent leave... then mj only win $28 not even enough for me to buy three day's cigarette...

Today spent the whole day driving the stupid one eye van around trying to get it fix.. still have to bring the van from AMK to go down all the way to Tuas tomorrow and leave the van there..

Today never go out never mj.. so tired after going around Singapore.. Bishan.. Ubi.. Alexandra.. Tuas.. AMK... home... once reach home play with my BayBi liao gone case.. sleep.. imagine my bro buy the Shilin "Tempura" for me I can wake up eat half way liao sleep again with the half packet of it in my hand then wake up to eat agin.. hohhooho... shack man...