Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Being Alone... and Happy..

I think now I am in the stage of hibernation.. I think I am starting to feel that I am better being alone.. anyway I am preparing to be alone for the rest of my life... actually being alone is good... u can do watever u wan.. dun have to care abt anyone's feeling.. ( like bf maybe) Those who have heard before should know that before end of this year if I am not married..
possibilities of getting married will drop to like 0.05%.. hehe.. good also la... no commitment.. can juz spent as and when I like... dun have to worry abt anyone else other then me and my parents... dun have to report to anyone.. can arrange watever program I like... I think wat I need is just frens... think frens are more important cos they will always be with me they are the one who I can really talk to (they won't be jealous or start to give out rules that u have to follow...) frens are the one that can only really understand me well..
I enjoy having small gathering and juz sit there to chat and complain... and do siao siao stuff... I think I am a really selfish kinda person when it somes to relationship... maybe its mean for me to be left alone... :) When I "bully" my BF and he give in to me I always feel guilty... like I am some big bad bully.. and he like so ke lianz like that.. which overall makes me feel bad... I feel like an evil arsehole! Why am I with someone when I will feel bad about myself every other day??? Maybe I am too demanding? Or just plain selfish?? Being alone maybe I won't feel so bad...

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

The Dark Knight

Watched the Dark Knight on Sunday... My comment?? Not so nice lor... a bit draggy actually...



But I think I like to watch The Joker.. His acting is great.. really siao siao lor.. kakakak... and I like Two Face also... Freaky.. kakaka..

Batman got nothing interesting.. not much new gadget.. boring.. action not nice.. a bit slow and stone.. kakaka.. but the actor is handsome.. think prefer to see him without mask...
and I really dun like the leading actress lor.. she is damn ugly lor.. and two rich man fighting over her somemore.. wat is fair man?? I think even if this is a show only I also think its not fair or the director is blind.. I dun even think she is even a bit attractive at all lor... I am sooo shock...
She the leading actress lor.. i think any LuLu Nancy also can be leading actress liao.. somemore i think her face a bit like old dog.. like got slagging cheeks like that... bla~
(actually I dun really like to watch Batman so the last movie I dun know if she is also the leading actress I juz know the beautiful catwoman acted by Michelle Pfeiffer and I am so sad why she not with batmman lor...Michelle Pfeiffer sooo alluring... and where did Robin go???)
Anyway I dun like to watch batman movies.. only cos my fren says its soooooo nice.. (better then transformer) then I go watch one... I still think Transformer nicer... ( Dionna, Roy, My Bro, My sister in law and Me all think its not nice.. ONly Carter think its nice... ) My bro even say its a bit bo liao.. haha.. say i bluff him say its very good.. I am also victim ok... its Pamela who say its very good... bla~
Anyway the trailer of The Mummy 3: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor (2008) seems very nice!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Inflation!!!

Everything is getting more and more expensive... we have to really save up... no matter how fat we r.. we still have to squeeze in our pockets and of cos the clothes we wear.. kakaka...
We have Princess Koda to advice us on how to spent our money wisely during this critical period...
Squeeze the fats in to save on clothes...
Squeeze ur diet to save on food.. only 2 Bao per day with one coffee... no Big Bao.. only small ones...
Then U will be as happy as Princess Koda! Squeeze~ squeeze~ squeeze~

Dionna's best fren

Now I know I am Dionna's best fren.. kakaka.. cos during her house warming she showed us her wedding album.. of cos it will have her families photo inside.. but she have quite limited space... so photo with her frens is very limited.. then I spot these pictures..
This is the only page with her frens inside that I know of...( fren's page I think only this page also lei... if I never remember wrongly.. :p)


This is obviously me...with Dionna... only two of us... (I think I saw a little cleavage.. of cos is me la...)


This is Roy.. with of cos his two best pal.. David and Richie...
And this shows that obviously she dun like Chermaine... (Dionna pls dun try to deny anymore.. we all know...) we still can see a bit of Diana and Amanda...
So this conclude that Dionna like me the best and I am one of her best fren.. kakaka... (Nicole I know u really wan to be Dionna's best fren.. but.. haizzz.. sad to say.. u have to try harder... kakakaka)

Exposed Blossom~~ Cool~

I took this pic during Princess Koda birthday.. (surprisingly she look slim in this pic... ah hem.. dun even look like her lor... look like some ang mo ger... pictures can really be very deciving at times!!! kakaka..)
If its not her birthday I will not strip to take this kinda picture... exposing myself... on the internet.... showing my blossom... with the nice and pink suckable nipple pointing toward the camera... holding on to my blossom... looking at the camera... i am sooo naked... so shy... so uneasy... but proud.. a bit disgusting.... but very alluring... (depend on who is watching...) if u really wan to see my seductive blossom please scroll down if not u can juz skip this entry... (dun u wan to see me naked meh???!!!)

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Princess Koda with her blossom!!

Shannen & her hair clip~

Shannnen was invited to Ryan's surprise birthday party... Before her first invitation to a birthday party her mummy suggested to put hair clip on her in case she was mistaken for a boy boy... hehehe... so i bought two set of clips for her.. one is a small and simple one with a tiny bear that is stick on it.. (actually will drop off lor... got one the bear drop out..) another one is very sweet and cute.. very girlish... no one can mistaken her for a boy that is for sure.. kakaka...

The tiny bear clip...

The girlish fluffy clip...

Just Acia

Just Acia located at Douby Ghaut Xchange... the food not bad.. price ok lor.. affordable... their best part is the drinks and ice cream is free flow~! not bad sia... worth the money if u r a big eater...
Carter ordered a beef set... he say the beef very nice... i ordered a pork cutlet set... i think the pork a bit hard but ok la.. this place can go eat if u pass by... Appu give four star ****!!!!! (mainly for the free flow of drinks and ice cream... )

One of the set... the Beef set Carter ordered...


Free flow~ weeeee~

The meal come up to $19.26 for 2 pax.. the portion given was very filling also... after meal can juz sit and chat to eat all the free flow of drinks and ice cream.. hehehe... anyway their stem egg is great! u can change ur ice cream or drink for steam egg.. i change my ice cream and drink for steam egg so we got two steam egg and i drink Carter's free flow of water and eat the free flow of ice cream as well... kakaka.. worth the meal for less then $20!!


Wednesday, July 02, 2008

我也不想这样/王菲

Dun know why I feel so emotional after hearing this song.. thought its not the first time i heard it... I always have mixed feelings when I hear it.. feels like crying.. anyway its a nice song...
我也不想这样/王菲


Sodagreen 蘇打綠_無與倫比的美麗


Here r some of Faye's other songs...
Bohemian Rhapsody 王菲



Heart of Glass - Faye Wong


The Look of Love - Faye Wong


Seperate Ways - Faye Wong


暗湧 - 王菲

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Shannen's Oink

This is soooo cute.. can control Shannen's laughter by "oink oink"! hahaha.. so farnee... :)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Sunday with Shannen

Today brought Shannen to her mummy work place.. after that have dinner at HMV.. Here r some pics of her... :)

At my house downstairs waitting for Carter.. see her frowns? on her head... mine is under my eyes... hahaha.. eye bagsssss~ (messy hair cos Shannen keep pulling it.. )

Shannen with her Zhou Jie Lun jacket.. hehe.. ( I bought this for her at only $10 at Chinatown.. can wear till one or two years old.. so cheap!)
Shannen sleeping while I am having dinner.. hehe.. so cute.. just like the pic when she is very small... kakaka..

Saturday, June 21, 2008

artery

Went to the red dot museum to chill out with Nicole, Chermaine, Josephine, Amanda, Sylvia, Max, Carter, Charles.. there is a few chill out place.. the one we went to is call artery.. not bad la the place... its situated opposite Maxwell market.. Dionna is not there cos of some communication breakdown.. hehehe.. when I was there I saw this cute painting of a dog peeing.. if ur go there try to find it.. hee...

Monday, June 09, 2008

Update

yo.. its been a while since I blog.. hehe.. cos nothing much is happening around me la... other then the EXAM is coming up this week.. and I still having honeymoon period with Carter.. I still haven touch on any of the revision yet... will start today after work...
Juz to update my frens.. I am fine.. doing great.. especially after I found someone who is good to me.. hehe... and is not hate by Babe.. haha... I am so worried that he will not like him.. cos he practically dislike everyone.. hahaha... ur should be thinking y i bother if my frens like him a not... hmmm... cos i treasure our frenship lor... and if my frens dun like him then most likely we will go out less often... with him or my frens cos they will not wan to see him mah.. so it will juz worsen the relationship or frenship... so I am really happy that all is well... at least babe say he feel neutral.. never dislike and never like..( better that dislike lor...) hehe...
Carter is sweet.. almost everyday he will buy breakfast for me... he will accompany me and Lighter for walks.. bring Shannen and me go shopping...( of cos he irritate Shannen and Lighter sometimes.. hee..)when I am lazy we will juz slack at home...(which is my favourite program.. ha..) and nowadays I can sleep early le.. no more late nightz for me.. shiok!
I like school holiday.. the road is not so pack and so does the clinic.. hee...
Juz to let ur know all is well.. if there is anything interesting I will update ur..

Monday, May 05, 2008

Desaru

Desaru.. the last time I went there was like 10 over years ago.. with my school mates.. :)

This time round we decided to go Desaru with my colleagues.. althought the last time I went there isn't much stuff there but since after so long I dun mind going again.. anyway I am juz looking for a place to slack... haha... Its also my first trip with Carter... :)
At first we wanted to take the ferry there but princess koda aka baba's bf wan to drive in.. so I borrow my brother's car to drive in... (my first time as a driver to drive in to Malaysia.. so exciting!)

1st May early morning six thirty we all meet at causeway point MRT station... from there we start to drive up to JB for breakfast... after breakfast we head for Kota Tinggi first... Carter actually wanted to sleep during the drive but he decided not to cos he say.. "In front one dun really know the way.. center one reckless... behind one dun dare to step on gas... " hahaha...
we reached Kota Tinggi around 9am.. we climb up the stairs wanting to go up to the highest point of the waterfall.. to my dismay they have closed the top section.. so there is nothing much to see there already... but the water is still as cooling.. shiok! (although i juz put my feet in only.. hehe...)
we leave Kota Tinggi after awhile cos there is nothing much there and we are not going in to the water... we head straight to Desaru...

When we reached Desaru we checked in to the resort we booked.. all of them is not very happy with the resort cos its quite old and the facilities is all very errr.. dirty ba.. cos all the things that is suppose to be white is brown.. haha... (but I quite like it lei.. hehe) we walked around and decided to change to a hotel that is situated around there... we head back to get a refund of the resort... at first the man refuse to refund the full sum saying they cannot refund the deposit... then princess koda tell them we never put a deposit in the first place.. haha.. which is quite true lor.. in the end they refund the full sum to us...

We head back to the hotel and booked 3 rooms.. (actually I prefer all to stay in one room...) after going in to the room we unpacked and I notice the toilet is leaking.. the floor is very wet.. we ask the staff to fix the toilet... I decided to take a nap... my so call nap stop around 8 plus.. hahaha.. from 2 plus I sleep till 8 plus.. that is wat I call relax man... after we woke up we are so hungry.. the toilet is still leaking and we ask the staff to change a room for us.. but she get someone to fix the toilet again... I and Carter decided to walk along the beach which is sooo dark.. not much light around.. but he wan to eat the burger at the other side... so bo bian I have to accompany him to walk over... it was so dark... but the best part is that the sky is so beautiful... full of twinkling little stars... so romantic... holding hands walk at the beach full of stars above.. only two of us... kakkaa... after dinner we went back from the road which is brighter... the toilet is still leaking so we called the staff again to fix it...
back in the room I play PSP till I fall asleep...

Next day (afternoon.. cos we sleep till around one plus.. kakaka) the toilet is not leaking anymore! but now cannot flush already.. haha.. so we insist to change room... the staff says that if we wan to change there is no other rooms available except the villa... but.. we have to pay the difference! we refuse to pay the difference and ask her why should we pay for their fault??? so they never charge the difference and change our room.. the villa was ok but quite a distance to princess koda's room...
at around 2.30pm we meet up to visit the ostrich farm... the farm got a lot of ostrich and there is 3 roaming around... very tame and cute.. but one of it was quite irritating.. keep following us around.. (so scare she peck my ears.... haha..) there is one very cute money in there too.. i pull some long grass for him and he play tug of war with me.. haha.. after the ostrich farm we head for the town for some seafood... after eating we head back to the hotel to prepare to go firefly trip...
At 7.45pm we meet at the lobby... the mini bus send us to the jetty.. a very ulu jetty at the swamp... we board the boat and the trip start.. we go around the swamp and see the firefly.. very nice... but a lot of mosquito... we went up the deck of the boat.. it is more windy there... Carter light the cigarette for me and the boat guy ask him "ur smoke?" then I tell Carter to give him a stick... after lighting the stick of cigarette the boat man talk to me.. abt firefly tell me which start is the scorpion sign... and ask where we from... after that he ask me "He ur husband?" I told him "my bf.. " then he walk away after that.. Carter start to grumble.. "why he ask u that? treat me like transparent lor.. I juz in front of him only wat.. isn't it obvious I am with u..? and I am the one who give him the cigarette lor.. why he never talk to me? why he dun ask others he ask u for wat?" Liew.. how would I know right? Aiyo.. juz casual talk mah... I tell Carter he think too much la... after the firefly trip we head back to the hotel...

Wow! our room is so warm! like sauna like that... we call the staff to check on the aircon... after a while he say he will be back... then the phone ring and the staff says the compressor spoil... they will change a room for us! wah lau~ we keep moving lor.. stay 2 night move 4 times... Carter say mas salemat also stay better then us dun have to move so many times... haha... after we change to another room (luckily juz upstairs and luckily its only a 2 night trip so the packing and unpacking not so siong ar...) we quickly check the toilet and the aircon... Phew.. luckily everything was alright... heng ar no need to move anymore... we walk over to the other side from the beach again to eat the burger... tonight the stars not as nice cos there is a lot of clouds... we borrowed a torch light from the security this time... so its easier for the walk... after the burger we go back to the room to rest.. and I play the PSP... around 2am Carter says that he is very hungry... (I tell him off cos I did ask him to buy some tidbits in the afternoon saying in case at night he is hungry.. but he simply refuse lor..) I suggest we drive out to the petrol kiosk to buy food since all the food is close in the hotel...

Before leaving the carpark Carter start to instruct me wat to do in the event if there is anyone who mug him I should juz drive and ignore him... I start to feel a bit scare cos he start to tell me stories of how people was mugged and rape.. after driving for awhile I feel that actually it seems quite save lei... before turning in to the petrol kiosk we realise the shop closed already... but since we r there might as well top up the petrol... i signal right as I saw an oncoming vehicle... the oncoming vehicle suddenly slow down and turn right in to the petrol kiosk... we turn in and start trying to fill up the tank.. we fiddle for quite a while to realise that we have to pay first before we can start filling up the tank... we let the counter guy know that we r filling full tank so will not know the actual price... he open up the kiosk from his system inside and we start filling up the tanks... all was well until suddenly the uncle who is filling up his petrol beside us suddenly tell me "ur quickly fill up the tanks already quickly leave.. cos its very dangerous around here.. " after saying he juz jump up his car and drove off... seeing his number plate we realise that he is a local.. I start to become paranoid i quickly pass Carter the money and tell him I will sit inside the car lock the doors and wait for him.. asap I jump in the car and lock the doors... hehehe.. after filling up the tank we head back to the hotel... we analise that the uncle is very bad maybe he dun wan to fill the tank but after slowing down he realise that we wan to turn in and we r singapore car plate so its save for him to fill up petrol... after turning in.. he realise we not sure how to fill the tank cos its not open.. he also dun bother to teach us so we can accompany him longer... after advising us (kan ni na lor.. actually scaring us lor...) he dun bother to wait for us.. but overall at least he nice enough to tell us la.... in the end we got no supper... after reaching the hotel I play PSP till I sleep..
Early morning... princess koda wake me from my sleep... eight plus... wah so early... we wake up wash up and go for breakfast.. (we miss the first morning breakfast... overslept lor...) after breakfast we check out and meet the rest at the fruit farm... we din go in juz look around outside...

After the fruit farm we head back JB I need to go Giant to buy some stuff for Shannen... so we said to meet there... when we reach the rest was not there so I give them a call... they dun know where is Giant so they go Carefour instead... so I and Carter shop ourself.. lucky they never goi with us... cos my ma fan father insist I find the pampers which in the first Giant is out of stock... so we go to another Giant at Pelangi... heng I found it... then we go to fill up the tanks and go to The Store to shop around.. after that we go for a meal then to car wash... (must wash clean clean so my bro will lent me the car again.. hehe..) so cheap RM7 just for the wash... and RM8 to vacume and wash... hehe... we never ask for the vacume cos its quite clean inside... the guy ask us "y no vacume?" "no need la... so clean.. " "A lot of singapore car.. clean also vacume.. " haha.. he dun know meh.. singaporean mah... sure cannot lugi wat.. since there liao and the dif is only RM1 so sure must vacume la...
after the carwash we head back to Singapore.. we jam at the custom for around one hour... and at last back home...
Your wonder why I never post any picture for the trip right? cos Carter lost his camera during the trip.. we moved too many times he forgot to keep it during one of the move... so poor thing...
Anyway I enjoy the drive during the whole trip.. it was fun.. would wan to drive in again... kakaka...
P.S. never play any sea sport cos having menses that evening when I reach Desaru.. :p

Monday, April 21, 2008

Dinner & KTV

Babe's birthday is around the corner so he ask us to go dinner and KTV.. we go joo jiat (dun know how to spell lei..) to eat pepper and chili crab...
Babe wearing his precious Tif necklace.. ( the one where he need to add 10 more rings for his fat neck.. kkakakaka..)



After dinner we went to Party World at Shenton way... I took videos of Babe singing... (remember to stop my music player at the bottom of the blog..)

火光


黑夜过后

Getting older le... wat u wish for? hope that ur wishes come true.. i believe u ask for more then one wish lor.. kakaka... 生日快乐!

Can't believe my eyes!


I can't believe my eyes when I saw this... I mean we did received emails where there is farnee signage around the world... mostly from China, Thailand, Indonesia or even Malaysia.. for your info I took the photo of this signage in SINGPORE! YES!! Right here never even cross the ocean! not in puala ubin or other island! and best of all in the centre of Singapore lor.. haha... its at the Party World KTV in Maxwell lei... so hard to believe right?! Imagine in Singapore can find this kinda signage.. think the boss maybe bought it from China one.. so cheapskate.. kakaka... I pity all the man who goes to this toilet.. have to keep cleaning.. haha.. no wonder the mans toilet is so much cleaner then the lady ones.. that is y i use the mans toilet anyway.. haha...

Monday, March 17, 2008

Drunk

Saturday.. we go Movida to celebrate Nana'a birthday... seems more like my birthday... I was drunk for the second time in my life.. haha.. the best part is I dun even know when I am drunk.. but I think when I reach my house downstairs I am already a bit sober.. I remember keep fucking Roy.. haha.. David say I must have really hate Roy a lot cos even when I am drunk I keep scolding him Chee bye... hahaha... but who ask him keep nagging there... Best part is peep at my undies when I am drunk.. and say my panty is ugly... anyway wat he saw is my tights not panty... I will always wear tights under my dress.. and he keep disturbing me even when I am drunk.. halooo I am drunk not deaf I can still hear u.. chee bye! hahaha.... so glad I have all these frens... I can always feel save to be drunk... love ur!
Me and Babe...
Me Dionna Babe and Cher
Cher me and jo
Me Jo and Nana the birthday ger!
All my good frens for sooo long... Love ur all...!
One of my long time fren... (who promise to marry me when 30.. )
Shaun and me
Nana me and Aman
This is Santi.. one of my school days hang out fren... this is his pic with all his wife.. 5 only la... hehe...
this one only three of the five... :p
And this is Chee Bye Roy! hahahaa... Sorry Dionna but ur husband is really chee bye.. hahaha..

Monday, March 10, 2008

Jealousy


Jealousy.. why does people get jealous.. out of insecurity of oneself or the others... i believe for my case is myself... insecurity... i am always insecure.. insecure of my life my love my looks my frens and everything.. y am I so insecure? cos I am afraid of losing.. losing wat i dun know... cos we never own anything when we were born so wats there to be afraid of losing... cos we never own anything.. this is wat i always tell myself... I dun own anything.. and nothing owns me... (other then my parents who owns me cos they give me life)...
I have always thought I have understand and know how to see things lightly... to have an open mind.. cos i own nothing... but now jealousy is back to haunt me.. i ask myself.. i never own anything.. (or maybe I own too much and I am losing it one by one??) y am I feeling insecure now? Insecure cos I wan to own something? something that I long for? Afraid of losing it?
I must control myself... keep an open mind... watever will be will be... if I have a problem I have to deal with it... if its mine it will be.. if its not it will not be no matter how hard I try... (I used to be very good in this...) but the sour feeling keep creeping in to my heart.. it hurts... and I dun like the feel of it... (fuck off! go away!!)
So I must keep reminding myself... I own nothing... nothing belongs to me... nothing at all... (contradicting... haizzz...)

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Sweet Serene Moment...


Its been a long time since I have this kinda feelings... just like going back to Secondary School days.. haha... Its always nice to have someone to be with.. be there for you either to irritate you or just to make you happy... but how long will it last I dun know.... althought I will be sad when its gone but i will be happy that it ever came by... somethings is hard to control.. you will just have to go with the flow... Friends come and go... there is always a few who stick by you.. those are people who I love and appreciate.. so since I am writing this blog.. I would like to tell them some of the things I think...

I love your for what you are.. though people will change.. but I still love your as who ur are.. and I hope your feel the same too.. I am sorry if I ever hurt ur.. but ur should know I din do it intentionally... and I know ur dun do it on intention to me too... When I dun have the time for ur I know ur dun mind... I do mind a little when ur dun have the time for me... :p (cos I am lonely remember?? hahaha) Just to let your know frens and family are more important in my life then any others.. Ur may be suprise but frens come before my family... other then when I was small and sickly..( which I still am.. kakaka..) my family took good care of me.. once I reach teen.. I never rely on my family for support or help... its always frens who give me all the support and help that I need... I am really very lucky to have frens who is supportive and stand by me when I am in need... I really do love ur all and hope that ur feel the same too... along the way I walk I have picked up a lot of goodies.. Diamond, gold, ruby, saphire... I am getting richer along the way.. cos ur make me so... Ur are my riches a part of me... When I am gone I hope to be a part of u...