The Forgotten or juz simply STM???

Its been a long time since I last blogged.. Until recently I saw my friend's blog then I remembered that I actually have a blog! Have I totally forgotten about it or just simply STM??

Everything is fine recently other then I have stopped playing mahjong full time.. Can one really stop having passion and interest as and when they feel like it?? Yes, cos I did. Even recenly while I was playing mahjong I don't feel any passion at all.. All I did the whole night is just keep looking at the time wondering what time the game will end.. Will this happen in a realtionship also, can one lost all passion all of a sudden?? I don't know......

Relationship has always been complicated for me.. very complicated.. Everyone loves to be loved but have I ever been loved before??? After so many years nothing much has happen.. just like a very calm lake waiting for the ripple... That day my friend told me she watched a very touching show.. about a guy who really gives all for the girl he loves who he known for only a few weeks.. I just tell her " Wake up la! There is no such person in the world la! Wake up! Its just a show!" Is there anyone in the world who will really loves a person so much that he will sacrifice himself?? I don't think so..........
Relationship from friends gives me more faith... Friends.. who can live without?? Friends I have a lot... But there is always some that has a special place in our hearts.. Chermaine, Nicole & David.. they are friends that is very special in my heart we share all our feelings, thoughts, ups and downs... they are so special to me that every little things they do means a lot to me.. I love them.. i prefer to call them my "Sisters"... and I hope they love me too.. 姐妹们我爱你！


Don't walk in front of me cos i may not follow.....Don't walk behind me cos i may not lead.....Just walk beside me and be my friend.....